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The Hermitage Is Not a Reward
A Dialogue with St. Charbel on the Solitude Where Only God Remains “My heart and my flesh have rejoiced in the living God.” — Psalm 83:3 (LXX) The disciple found Charbel outside the hermitage before dawn. The saint was gathering fallen branches. Disciple: Father, may I ask you something? Charbel: Ask. Disciple: When the abbot permitted you to come here, he warned the brothers not to think of it as a reward. Charbel: Yes. Disciple: Why? Charbel picked up another branch. Charbe
Father Charbel Abernethy
Oct 13 min read


I Want Nothing More
A dialogue with Abba Arsenius on hiddenness, usefulness, and the one thing needful “Arsenius, flee from men, and you will be saved.” — The Sayings of the Desert Fathers The disciple came to Arsenius after sunset. The old man was sitting outside his cell. The disciple bowed and remained standing. After a long while Arsenius said: ARSENIUS: Why have you come? DISCIPLE: Because I do not know what I am supposed to become. Arsenius looked toward the desert. ARSENIUS: Who told you
Father Charbel Abernethy
Sep 293 min read


When Only the Name Remains
Abiding in Christ when there is nothing left to hold “Trust in the Lord for ever, for the Lord is an everlasting rock.” — Isaiah 26:4 There comes a time when prayer is no longer chiefly something we say. It becomes where we stand. The Name of Jesus ceases to be one devotion among others, one practice among many, and becomes the place where the heart abides when it no longer knows where else to go. Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me. Perhaps this is why the Name m
Father Charbel Abernethy
Sep 224 min read


Until There Is Nothing Left but Your Name
Let me disappear from everything that makes me conscious of myself, Lord. Not that I may cease to be, but that I may finally become wholly attentive to You. Teach my heart the language of Your Kingdom, where silence is not emptiness but the fullness of love without explanation. Let me breathe the air breathed by Isaac, by the desert fathers, by all those who became drunk with wonder because they discovered that You are more beautiful than everything they surrendered. I ask fo
Father Charbel Abernethy
Sep 121 min read


The Poverty We Bring to God
When there is nothing left to offer but our need “Blessed the man whose help comes from you, who has set his heart on climbing to you.” — Psalm 83, as reflected upon by St. Bruno There comes a moment when a man discovers that he has very little to bring before God. Perhaps this is one of the hidden mercies of the spiritual life. For years we imagine that we will come to Him bearing something worthy of the journey: fidelity, prayer, sacrifice, knowledge, virtue, perhaps even t
Father Charbel Abernethy
Sep 104 min read


A Second Book from City a Desert Press
The Name Above Every Name: The Revelation of Christ in the Heart The Jesus Prayer and the Life of Communion I am grateful to share that The Name Above Every Name: The Jesus Prayer and the Life of Communion is now available, the second volume in a series exploring the wisdom of the Christian desert and the recovery of the inner life. The first book, The Monastic Heart and the Future of the Church: Recovering the Inner Kingdom in an Age of Fragmentation, began with a conviction
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 243 min read


When the Name Becomes Presence
The Jesus Prayer begins not with our search for God, but with the discovery that He has already drawn near. “At the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth.” — Philippians 2:10 There comes a moment in the life of prayer when the Name of Jesus begins to mean something different to us. At first, perhaps, we simply say it. “Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me.” We repeat the words because we have been taught that the Jesus Pray
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 103 min read


Hated for the Name
When the Name of Jesus Becomes the Place Where the Heart Abides “You will be hated by all men for my name’s sake; but he who endures to the end will be saved.” — Matthew 10:22 There is something almost frightening in the simplicity with which the Lord speaks these words. He does not tell His disciples that they will be misunderstood because they have failed to explain themselves adequately. He does not suggest that hostility will disappear if they become sufficiently winsome,
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 107 min read


Coming Soon: The Name Above Every Name
The Jesus Prayer and the revelation of Christ in the heart There are certain books that one writes over many years without ever intending to write them. They emerge slowly through prayer, countless hours with the Scriptures, the Desert Fathers, and the wisdom of the saints. More than anything, they arise from the hidden work of God in the heart. I am grateful that The Monastic Heart and the Future of the Church has now begun its journey into the hands of readers throughout th
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 32 min read


The Name
“Those who know your name will trust you: you will never forsake those who seek you.” Psalm 9 The Name of Jesus is not decoration. It is not atmosphere. It is not spiritual mood. It is a blade. When everything else fails you your discipline your clarity your sense of being good your feeling of being held the Name remains. You discover very quickly what you truly trust. When anxiety rises when shame burns when loneliness howls when the mind will not be still say the Name. Not
Father Charbel Abernethy
Mar 21 min read
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