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The Soul Taken Captive by Love
St. Isaac the Syrian on prayer’s limit, the undoing of the self, and the joy granted beyond effort Reflection on The Ascetical Homilies of St. Isaac the Syrian Homily 23 paragraphs 14-19 St. Isaac the Syrian speaks here with a severity that is meant to heal, not to impress. He draws a line most of us instinctively resist, because it dismantles our cherished assumptions about prayer, effort, and spiritual achievement. Isaac begins by affirming something necessary and limited:
Father Charbel Abernethy
6 hours ago4 min read


Erased for the Sake of the Kingdom
When fidelity refuses visibility and God alone is allowed to remain St. Charbel Makhlouf did not leave us a teaching. That should confront us. He left nothing we can repeat without cost. No sayings to circulate. No wisdom we can borrow while remaining whole. No language that allows us to speak about holiness instead of dying into it. There is nothing in Charbel that can be safely consumed. This was not an oversight. It was obedience. Charbel’s life confronts our addiction to
Father Charbel Abernethy
9 hours ago2 min read


The Wisdom That Must Be Misunderstood
“For him that would be wise towards God, there is no other way but to be a fool to the world and a hater of human glory.” This is not a gentle saying. It does not invite nuance. It does not leave room for compromise. St. Isaac speaks like a surgeon, not a counselor. He cuts cleanly. Either you consent to being a fool to the world, or you will never become wise toward God. There is no third path where one keeps a foot in both realms and remains intact. The desert fathers under
Father Charbel Abernethy
12 hours ago3 min read


When Surrender Loses Its Mirror
The final illusions of control in the life of prayer There comes a stage in the spiritual life where surrender no longer looks heroic. The obvious rebellions have quieted. The loud negotiations with God have faded. One has learned the language of obedience, discernment, and trust. And yet, beneath all of this, something remains: a thin filament of control. A hidden need to shape the meaning of one’s life, to interpret the stripping, to preserve some intelligible sense of iden
Father Charbel Abernethy
17 hours ago4 min read


Remaining Without Vanishing
A rule of discernment for a soul learning to empty itself without erasing itself There is a way of giving oneself to God that leads into life and there is a way that quietly slips toward disappearance. They can feel similar at first. Both speak the language of surrender. Both speak of letting go. But one is the Cross and the other is a kind of spiritual anesthesia. If I do not learn to tell them apart I will call numbness peace and call collapse humility and slowly I will mis
Father Charbel Abernethy
Jan 54 min read


Urban Asceticism: Finding the Desert Within - Chapter Six
Chapter Six: "The Ache Beneath the Ache" There is a deeper ache beneath the ache we usually name. At first it hides itself under the surface disturbances of life. Weariness. Uncertainty. The heaviness of daily labors. The confusion of living between two worlds. The loneliness of a vocation stretched thin. These are real, but they are not the deepest thing. They are only the surface where something far more primal presses upward, something ancient and wordless, a longing that
Father Charbel Abernethy
Nov 18, 20254 min read
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