PHILOKALIA MINISTRIES

The Desert Fathers and Modern Elders on Not Fleeing the Silence Silence is never neutral. The fathers knew this well. They understood that silence stretches out like a vast inner desert. When one first enters that desert, it feels like abandonment. It feels like being stripped of identity. The ego begins to panic because it has lost the mirrors it uses to reassure itself. The fathers called this first stage the temptation of isolation . Abba Moses said that when a monk enters

There is a strange law in the spiritual life: silence expands in direct proportion to our desire for it. At first it feels like a narrow path, a small clearing carved out of the bramble of responsibilities, conversations, screens, and concerns. But the more we turn toward it, the more it widens—like the desert itself opening before the monk who dares to leave the city gates. Abba Poemen said, “A man may seem to be silent, but if his heart is condemning others he is babbling c

(Meditation Based Upon Psalm 12 Grail Translation) “Help, O Lord, for good men have vanished; truth has gone from the sons of men. Falsehood they speak one to another, with lips that are lying and hearts that are false.” —Psalm 12 (Grail) The psalmist laments the poverty of language in a fallen world.  Words, those sacred vessels given to man to reveal truth, have become the instruments of deceit.  They multiply endlessly, yet reveal nothing.  They promise communion but breed

Meditation on Psalm 132 Grail Translation For as long as I have worn the priestly stole, the words of this psalm have burned quietly within me: “I will not enter the house where I live, nor go to the bed where I rest. I will give no sleep to my eyes, no slumber to my eyelids, till I find a place for the Lord, a dwelling for the Strong One of Jacob.”  They have always been my compass, an unyielding call to seek a dwelling for God that is not built by hands. Through the years,