PHILOKALIA MINISTRIES

The Cross should offend the world by the extremity of its love—not Christians by the poverty of theirs “Always consider the other person to be better than yourself.” — Philippians 2:3 There is a scandal that belongs to Christianity. God becomes man. The Creator kneels before the creature. The Sinless One sits among sinners. The Judge refuses to condemn the woman thrown at His feet. The Lord washes the feet of those who will abandon Him. And when nails are driven through His h

St. Isaac the Syrian, the Longing for God, and a Path Forty Years in the Making “What unfolds across these pages is one movement of desire—the heart awakening to wonder, being drawn beyond itself, and discovering that its deepest longing has always been for God.” There are books we write, and there are books that seem to have been writing themselves within us for years before we finally recognize them. Desire and Wonder belongs to the latter. I am very grateful to announce th

Vigil, perseverance, and the hidden formation of a heart capable of wonder “He cried out, being overcome with joy and not able to endure the heat of the flame, for he could not contain himself.” — St. Isaac the Syrian, Homily 21 Synopsis of Tonight’s Group on The Ascetical Homilies of St. Isaac the Syrian Homily 20 paragraphs 9-12 and Homily 21 paragraphs 1-6 There is something extraordinarily beautiful in St. Isaac’s teaching on vigil because he never allows the ascetical li

The Small Neglects by Which the Heart Grows Cold “Turn away from evil, and do good… remain thereafter in wakefulness, so that you might preserve them.” — St. Maximos the Confessor Synopsis of Tonight’s Group on The Evergetinos Volume III Hypothesis IX Section C-D2 There is something almost frightening about the stories preserved for us in the Evergetinos. They are frightening not because they portray extraordinary wickedness, but because they reveal how quietly the heart can

A Visitor Speaks with Abba Arsenius as His Life Draws to Its End “Why are you weeping, Father? Are you also afraid?” “Indeed, the fear which is mine at this hour has been with me ever since I became a monk.” — Sayings of the Desert Fathers, Abba Arsenius A brother came to see Abba Arsenius when the old man was nearing the end of his life. Word had passed quietly among the brothers that Arsenius had become very weak. The man who had once stood in the palace of the emperor now

Surrendering the Histories We Can No Longer Carry “The fire itself will test what sort of work each one has done.” — 1 Corinthians 3:13 There are moments when the whole history of a life seems to gather itself into a single grief. The death of my friend Fr. Drew Morgan opened such a moment for me. I found myself grieving not only the man, but nearly forty years of shared history: the things we loved, the work we undertook, the hopes we carried, the wounds we inflicted and rec

The Storm, the Cry of the Heart, and the Hand That Never Lets Go “Courage! It is I! Do not be afraid.” — Matthew 14:27 There is something extraordinarily beautiful about the way this Gospel begins. Before there is the storm, before Peter steps upon the water, before the disciples cry out in fear, there is Jesus alone upon the mountain in prayer. “After sending the crowds away he went up into the hills by himself to pray.” We can pass over those words too quickly because we kn

Seeing All Men as One “For twenty years I have been continuously struggling over a single thought, beseeching God that I might be able to see all men as one.” — The Gerontikon The Fathers place before us a vision of the human person that is almost unbearable in its simplicity and demands. We do not live with others because we have learned techniques of communication or conflict resolution. We can live with others only to the degree that we fear God and have begun to see all m