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A Second Book from City a Desert Press
The Name Above Every Name: The Revelation of Christ in the Heart The Jesus Prayer and the Life of Communion I am grateful to share that The Name Above Every Name: The Jesus Prayer and the Life of Communion is now available, the second volume in a series exploring the wisdom of the Christian desert and the recovery of the inner life. The first book, The Monastic Heart and the Future of the Church: Recovering the Inner Kingdom in an Age of Fragmentation, began with a conviction
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 243 min read


When the Night Becomes Desire
Vigil, Wonder, and the Refusal to Leave the Beloved “His mind will be quick to take flight as it were on wings, and rise up toward God with delight.” — St. Isaac the Syrian, Homily 20 There are passages in St. Isaac that can sound almost impossible to modern ears. His words on vigil are among them. “Do not imagine,” he tells us, “that among all the works of monastics there is any practice greater than night vigil.” We hear such words and immediately think of sleep deprivation
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 197 min read


Fall Retreat: To Become All Flame
Desire, Freedom, and the Transformation of the Heart A Four-Week Retreat with the Desert Fathers and St. Isaac the Syrian UPDATED SCHEDULE Sept 12, 19, 26 and Oct. 3 7:00–9:00 PM EDT Register online at PhilokaliaMinistries.org “Abba Joseph stretched his hands toward heaven, and his fingers became like ten lamps of fire, and he said to Abba Lot: ‘If you will, you can become all flame.’” — The Sayings of the Desert Fathers There is something startling about this ancient story.
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 185 min read


When the Heart Sees Who Has Come Near
Strength, Wonder, and the Desire Born of Divine Love “He is my love, my fortress; he is my stronghold, my saviour.” — Psalm 143 (144):2 There is a way of hearing this psalm that can leave us almost entirely with the language of warfare. The Lord trains the hands for battle. He is fortress, stronghold, shield and refuge. Enemies surround us; mighty waters threaten to overwhelm us; falsehood rises against us. We cry out for God to descend, to scatter what assails us and to draw
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 186 min read


The Heart That Must Be Guarded
Watchfulness, Divine Mercy, and the Love That Never Fails “As long as you are in the body, do not leave your heart unguarded.” — Abba Isaiah Synopsis of Tonight’s Group on The Evergetinos Volume III Hypothesis IX Section B 8-12 There is something almost relentless about the teaching of the Fathers on watchfulness. They will not allow us to imagine that there comes a point in the spiritual life when vigilance is no longer necessary. Age does not free us from it. Knowledge does
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 176 min read


When Love Becomes Our Only Certainty
Abiding in God When Everything in Us Wants to Secure the Way “Charity never faileth but beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things.” — The Evergetinos, citing 1 Corinthians 13:7 There comes a point in the spiritual life when even our desire to be faithful must be purified. At first we imagine that fidelity means finding the right path and then walking it courageously. We seek clarity. We discern. We make decisions. We try to arrange our l
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 175 min read


Where Does the Soul Live?
The Desire That Already Belongs to Eternity “The soul from love of the Lord has lost her wits, as it were.” — St. Silouan the Athonite Where do we live our lives? The question seems simple until we allow it to expose us. We can live in the world without the world being the place where our heart dwells. We can inhabit a house, fulfill our responsibilities, care for those entrusted to us, endure uncertainty, carry grief, answer the demands of each day, and yet inwardly live som
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 167 min read


When the Name Becomes Presence
The Jesus Prayer begins not with our search for God, but with the discovery that He has already drawn near. “At the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth.” — Philippians 2:10 There comes a moment in the life of prayer when the Name of Jesus begins to mean something different to us. At first, perhaps, we simply say it. “Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me.” We repeat the words because we have been taught that the Jesus Pray
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 103 min read


Hated for the Name
When the Name of Jesus Becomes the Place Where the Heart Abides “You will be hated by all men for my name’s sake; but he who endures to the end will be saved.” — Matthew 10:22 There is something almost frightening in the simplicity with which the Lord speaks these words. He does not tell His disciples that they will be misunderstood because they have failed to explain themselves adequately. He does not suggest that hostility will disappear if they become sufficiently winsome,
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 107 min read


The Wound Love Refuses to Close
Christ’s Omni-Vulnerability and the Terrible Beauty of Loving as He Loves “He voluntarily surrendered Himself to His Passion because He was already possessed by the passion of His great love, which is stronger than death.” — Archimandrite Zacharias Zacharou, The Dawn of the Eternal There are truths about Christ that console us, and there are truths about Christ that undo us. We are consoled to hear that God loves us. We are consoled to hear that He seeks the lost, forgives th
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 910 min read


Looking Back, Looking Home
Why I Wish I Had Begun Here “One thing is necessary.” Luke 10:42 I recently reread The Monastic Heart. It is a curious experience to revisit something written over many years. One notices sentences that could have been improved or thoughts that might have been expressed more clearly. Every author does. Yet what remained with me was something altogether different. As I turned the pages, I found myself thinking, I wish this had been the foundation of my own formation over for
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 72 min read


The Face That Heals the Heart
Stillness, Holy Simplicity, and the Birth of Desire Before the Face of Christ “Stand yourself directly before the face of God and always fix your eye unyieldingly upon Him.” — St. Isaac the Syrian, Homily 19 Synopsis of Tonight’s Group on The Ascetical Homilies of St. Isaac the Syrian Homily 18 paragraphs 4-5 and Homilu 19 paragraph 1: There is a temptation in every generation to believe that the spiritual life consists primarily in learning new methods, acquiring hidden know
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 54 min read


The Name Above Every Name
When the Heart Learns to Speak the Name That Never Ceases “At the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.” — Philippians 2:10–11 There are books that seek to explain the spiritual life, and there are books that quietly invite us to enter it. The Name Above Every Name was written with that second hope. It grew slowly through months of prayer, years of re
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 53 min read


Wherever the Church Is Renewed
Why the Desert Fathers Continue to Speak to Every Generation “Wherever there is a renewal of Christian life, there one finds a return to the Desert Fathers.” — Fr. Irénée Hausherr, S.J. Fr. Irénée Hausherr’s observation has remained with me for many years: “Wherever there is a renewal of Christian life, there one finds a return to the Desert Fathers.” The older I become, the more I believe he was describing something far deeper than a historical pattern. He was pointing to a
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 54 min read


The Heart Where the Church Is Born
Why the Renewal We Seek Must Begin Where Christ Has Always Waited “My son, give me your heart.” — Proverbs 23:26 There is a temptation in every age to believe that the Church’s deepest crisis lies somewhere outside herself. We point to a secular culture that has forgotten God, to the fragmentation of family life, to confusion within the Church, to failed leadership, declining numbers, or the relentless noise that leaves little room for silence. All of these are real. All dese
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 44 min read


Coming Soon: The Name Above Every Name
The Jesus Prayer and the revelation of Christ in the heart There are certain books that one writes over many years without ever intending to write them. They emerge slowly through prayer, countless hours with the Scriptures, the Desert Fathers, and the wisdom of the saints. More than anything, they arise from the hidden work of God in the heart. I am grateful that The Monastic Heart and the Future of the Church has now begun its journey into the hands of readers throughout th
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 32 min read


The wait is over!
The Monastic Heart and the Future of the Church: Recovering the Inner Kingdom in an Age of Fragmentation is now available in hardcover, paperback, and ebook through Amazon and booksellers around the world. One unexpected delight has been learning that the monks at Holy Transfiguration Monastery have begun reading it aloud in the refectory. I have also received a completely unverified report that it has significantly improved the quality of everyone’s post-lunch nap. While I c
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 31 min read


When the Eye of the Heart Grows Dark
The Desert Fathers, Spiritual Formation, and the Healing of the Human Person in an Age of Fragmentation “The lamp of the body is the eye. If your eye is sound, your whole body will be full of light.” — Matthew 6:22 There is perhaps no greater challenge facing the Church today than recognizing that the crisis before us is far deeper than the decline of religious practice or the abandonment of Christian morality. We are witnessing the gradual unraveling of the very structures t
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 26 min read


One Kingdom, Four Windows
Reflections on the first series from City a Desert Press “The kingdom of God is in the midst of you.” — Luke 17:21 Looking back over the past years, I have begun to see that the books and manuscripts emerging through City a Desert Press are not separate works so much as different windows opening onto the same mystery. When I first began writing, I did not see this clearly. Each manuscript seemed to arise from its own questions, its own struggles, and its own encounters with t
Father Charbel Abernethy
Jul 273 min read


Remain by the Fire
On Reading the Desert Fathers with Patience, Desire, and Trust in Grace “Remain in My love.” — John 15:9 The desert fathers are often described as difficult to read. I have come to believe that this is only partly true. What is difficult is not their language, but the place within us to which they speak. Occasionally someone will say after reading St. Isaac the Syrian, “These words feel so heavy. My inclination is to turn away from them, as though they were written for someon
Father Charbel Abernethy
Jul 223 min read
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