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The Place You Have Been Given
A Dialogue with Abba Arsenius on Formation, Silence, and Freedom The disciple came to the old man late in the afternoon. Arsenius was sitting outside his cell, mending a worn basket. The disciple bowed and waited. The old man did not look up. At last the disciple spoke. Disciple: Father, I have been waiting for my life to begin. Arsenius stopped working. Arsenius: Where have you been living? Disciple: That is not what I mean. I have sought God for many years. I thought by now
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 314 min read
When the One Thing Necessary Is Lost
St. Isaac the Syrian and the Terrible Sorrow of a Heart That Has Tasted God and Turned Again Toward the World “Mary has chosen the good portion, which shall not be taken away from her.” — Luke 10:42 There are losses that break the heart. A person dies. A friendship disappears. A home is lost. A community changes beyond recognition. A vocation once imagined no longer seems possible. The work of decades passes into other hands or simply fades away. Age takes strength from the b
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 287 min read
When There Is Nothing Left to Ask
The Prayer That Remains When Hope Has Grown Tired “Lord Jesus Christ, I don’t know what to ask anymore.” There comes a point in the spiritual life when prayer can no longer be sustained by the questions that once gave it urgency. For years perhaps we have prayed: Show me the way. Tell me what You desire. Open the door. Make clear what I should do. Give me strength to follow. And we meant these prayers. We waited. We discerned. We tried to remain faithful. We sought counsel. W
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 246 min read
The Door Closed
On Ceasing to Live in Anticipation of Being Needed “I have often repented of having spoken, but never of having remained silent.” — Abba Arsenius A brother came to Abba Arsenius and said: “Father, I have withdrawn from many things. I no longer seek out company, nor do I involve myself in endless conversations. Yet my heart is not at rest.” The old man said, “Where is your heart?” The brother replied, “I do not know.” Arsenius said, “It is standing by the door.” The brother wa
Father Charbel Abernethy
Jun 152 min read
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