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Sitting at the Feet of Mercy
Rereading St. Isaac and discovering how quietly a vision of God can become the language of the heart “As a grain of sand cannot counterbalance a great quantity of gold, so in comparison God’s use of justice cannot counterbalance His mercy.” — St. Isaac the Syrian I have been rereading Desire and Wonder, and something has surprised me. It is not primarily the arguments that remain with me, nor even the passages I remember laboring over. What I notice now is the tenderness. The
Father Charbel Abernethy
Oct 125 min read


When Peace No Longer Depends Upon What Happens
Courage is born when the heart ceases to demand that the world make God trustworthy “The essence of Christ’s peace lies in his perfect knowledge of the Father.” — St. Sophrony of Essex, His Life Is Mine There comes a point in the spiritual life when peace can no longer mean that things have been resolved. Perhaps this is one of the most difficult truths we ever learn. For much of our lives, we imagine peace as the fruit of circumstances finally coming into order. A door opens
Father Charbel Abernethy
Sep 255 min read


The Place Beneath All Answers
A Dialogue for the Feast of Saint Silouan the Athonite “My soul yearns after the Lord, and I seek Him in tears.” — Saint Silouan the Athonite The disciple came to the elder before dawn. He had not slept. For many months he had prayed that God would make the path clear. Instead, one door after another had closed. Things that once seemed certain had become uncertain. Names by which he had known himself no longer seemed able to hold him. Even good desires had become painful beca
Father Charbel Abernethy
Sep 245 min read


The Frightening Privilege of Finding Out
When the monastic heart ceases to be an idea and becomes the place where one must live “Go, sit in your cell, and your cell will teach you everything.” — Abba Moses For years I have spoken of the monastic heart as something universal. I have insisted that the desert does not belong only to monks, that hesychia is not the possession of those behind monastery walls, and that the summons to purity of heart is nothing other than the Gospel addressed to every human being. The monk
Father Charbel Abernethy
Sep 235 min read


The Desert Was Still Alive
Wadi Natrun and the memory of a desire that had never disappeared “As the deer longs for streams of water, so my soul longs for you, O God.” — Psalm 42:1 When I went on pilgrimage to the monasteries of Wadi Natrun in 1997, I carried with me, inevitably, a certain romanticism about the desert. How could one not? These were the places whose names had inhabited my imagination through the sayings and lives of the Fathers. Scetis. The desert of Macarius. The land of Abba Arsenius,
Father Charbel Abernethy
Sep 225 min read


The Mercy of an Unfinished Life
When God does not give us a path forward, but only enough light to remain faithful where we are “Stay in your cell, and your cell will teach you everything.” — Abba Moses There are seasons in life when God seems to make His will known by opening a door. There are others when He seems to make it known by closing every door through which we imagined ourselves passing. We prefer the first. A path appears. A decision becomes clear. Something that had been uncertain suddenly acqui
Father Charbel Abernethy
Sep 46 min read


When God Alone Is Enough
On the quiet passage from doing for God to remaining with Him “One thing is needful.” — Luke 10:42 There comes a time when a question begins to form in the heart that one could not have asked honestly before. It does not arise from contempt for the world, nor necessarily from disappointment with one’s work. It may come after many years of labor, after responsibilities faithfully carried, after words spoken and written, after friendships and communities, after building things
Father Charbel Abernethy
Sep 16 min read


Do Not Lose in the Day What You Received in the Night
Night Vigil, the Desire for the Beloved, and the Life That Guards His Presence “You suppose that these things were ordained simply to oblige you to labor, and not because of something else that is born of them.” — St. Isaac the Syrian, Homily 20 Synopsis of Tonight’s Group on The Ascetical Homilies of St. Isaac the Syrian Homily Twenty paragraphs 4-8 There is a sentence here from St. Isaac that overturns almost everything we are inclined to think about asceticism: You suppose
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 266 min read


I Am Not Providence
The Violence of Trying to Arrange What Belongs to God “In returning and rest you shall be saved; in quietness and in trust shall be your strength.” — Isaiah 30:15 There comes a moment in the spiritual life when one discovers that surrender to God is far more demanding than sacrifice for God. We may give Him our time. We may give Him our possessions. We may embrace asceticism, prayer, solitude, obedience, service. We may endure losses we never imagined we could bear. And yet b
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 266 min read


The Broken Cisterns
How We Lose God While Still Believing We Are Seeking Him “My people have committed two evils: they have forsaken me, the fountain of living waters, and hewed out cisterns for themselves, broken cisterns, that can hold no water.” — Jeremiah 2:13 There is something terrifying about the second chapter of Jeremiah because it is addressed not to those who never knew God, but to those who did. “I remember the devotion of your youth, your love as a bride, how you followed me in the
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 267 min read


The World Was Created for Life
Desire, Wonder, and the Healing Vision of Christ “God did not make death, and he does not delight in the death of the living.” — Wisdom 1:13 There are passages in Sacred Scripture that seem less like arguments than like windows. They do not seek to convince us so much as to allow us to see. This brief passage from the Book of Wisdom is one of them. In only a few lines it unveils the deepest truth about creation and, in doing so, exposes one of humanity’s oldest lies. “God did
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 84 min read


Looking Back, Looking Home
Why I Wish I Had Begun Here “One thing is necessary.” Luke 10:42 I recently reread The Monastic Heart. It is a curious experience to revisit something written over many years. One notices sentences that could have been improved or thoughts that might have been expressed more clearly. Every author does. Yet what remained with me was something altogether different. As I turned the pages, I found myself thinking, I wish this had been the foundation of my own formation over for
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 72 min read


The Name Above Every Name
When the Heart Learns to Speak the Name That Never Ceases “At the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.” — Philippians 2:10–11 There are books that seek to explain the spiritual life, and there are books that quietly invite us to enter it. The Name Above Every Name was written with that second hope. It grew slowly through months of prayer, years of re
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 53 min read


The Heart Where the Church Is Born
Why the Renewal We Seek Must Begin Where Christ Has Always Waited “My son, give me your heart.” — Proverbs 23:26 There is a temptation in every age to believe that the Church’s deepest crisis lies somewhere outside herself. We point to a secular culture that has forgotten God, to the fragmentation of family life, to confusion within the Church, to failed leadership, declining numbers, or the relentless noise that leaves little room for silence. All of these are real. All dese
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 44 min read


When the Eye of the Heart Grows Dark
The Desert Fathers, Spiritual Formation, and the Healing of the Human Person in an Age of Fragmentation “The lamp of the body is the eye. If your eye is sound, your whole body will be full of light.” — Matthew 6:22 There is perhaps no greater challenge facing the Church today than recognizing that the crisis before us is far deeper than the decline of religious practice or the abandonment of Christian morality. We are witnessing the gradual unraveling of the very structures t
Father Charbel Abernethy
Aug 26 min read


The Honor God Has Given Us
St. Peter Chrysologus and the Hidden Dignity of the Human Heart “Why then, man, are you so worthless in your own eyes and yet so precious to God?” — St. Peter Chrysologus Today has become an anniversary that I cannot remember without feeling both gratitude and sorrow. Time has softened neither. One remains woven into the other. Yet if I have learned anything through these years, it is that God often hides His greatest gifts beneath events that, at first, seem only to wound us
Father Charbel Abernethy
Jul 304 min read


The Brother We No Longer Want
On the Sin Beneath Judgment “By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another.” John 13:35 The stories of Timothy and Abba Poimen in The Evergetinos are not ultimately about sin. They are about love. Or rather, they are about what happens when love disappears. In the first story, a brother is undergoing temptation. Timothy advises that he be expelled. Immediately the temptation falls upon Timothy himself. Why? Because God is cruel? No. Be
Father Charbel Abernethy
Jun 73 min read


Treasures Hidden in Plain Sight
On Renewal, Confidence, and the Gifts We Have Been Given “No one lights a lamp to put it under a tub; they put it on the lampstand where it shines for everyone in the house.” Matthew 5:15 One of the recurring temptations in the life of the Church is to become custodians of treasures we no longer fully believe are treasures. We preserve them. We defend them. We speak about their importance. Yet we hesitate to offer them with conviction. Perhaps this happens because we have bec
Father Charbel Abernethy
Jun 63 min read
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