PHILOKALIA MINISTRIES

There comes a point in life when a man realizes he is tired. Not depressed. Not hopeless. Not wishing for death. Simply tired. Tired in his mind, tired in his body, tired in his soul. He looks back and sees years of striving. Years of carrying responsibilities, meeting expectations, building projects, teaching, caring for others, solving problems, remaining accessible, pushing himself forward through discipline and determination. Much of it was good. Much of it served others.

A brother said to an Elder, “Father, I look upon our age and I am troubled. Everywhere there is movement and noise. Everyone wishes to be seen, to speak, to display himself, to announce his thoughts and accomplishments. Men seem unable to endure being alone. Why is this so?” The Elder replied, “Because they are afraid.” “Afraid of what, Father?” “Of meeting themselves. And beyond themselves, of meeting God.” The brother remained silent. The Elder continued, “A man can spend a