PHILOKALIA MINISTRIES

On Waiting Between What Was and What May Never Be “The Lord gave, and the Lord has taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord.” — Job 1:21 There are days when I do not feel like holding onto any identity at all. I have spent much of my life straining toward things that seemed beautiful and holy. Priesthood, religious life, study, prayer, ascetic labor, teaching, writing, spiritual friendship. There was always the sense that one could become something more faithful, more wort

Why the priest must first be formed by silence before he can safely speak in the name of God “If you are a theologian, you will pray truly. And if you pray truly, you are a theologian.” Evagrios of Pontus ⸻ There is something we must say now with sobriety and humility. Not as critics. Not as judges. But as men who have lived long enough to see the difference between knowledge and transformation. Between speaking about God and being conquered by Him. Between activity and reali