PHILOKALIA MINISTRIES

The Ministry of Presence Among Those Who Can No Longer Be Consoled “Weep with those who weep.” — Romans 12:15 The desert fathers had little patience for sentimentality, especially in the face of suffering. They knew that grief could break a person’s heart open to God or leave him standing in darkness for many years. They also knew that there are sorrows for which there is no immediate remedy. There are losses that do not heal quickly. The death of a child. The slow fading of

Amma Syncletica and the Disciple Who Could No Longer Do What She Once Did A sister came to Amma Syncletica and said: “Mother, my body has become my prison. I cannot walk as I once did. I tire quickly. Pain accompanies me day and night. My memory fails me. I cannot pray with the fervor I had in my youth. I have become useless, and a great sadness has come upon me.” The Amma looked at her for a long while and said: “Who told you that your value was in your strength?” The sister

Standing Before God with Empty Hands “Let him kill me if he will; I have no other hope.” — Job 13:15 Job has reached the place where religious language no longer works. His friends still have explanations. They still have theology. They still have certainty. They still believe suffering can be organized into neat categories of guilt and innocence, reward and punishment. Job has none of that left. All he has left is God. And God is the very One who seems to be destroying him.

The poverty required to receive the love already given “Hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us.” Romans 5:5 The Apostle speaks of something already given. The love of God has been poured out into our hearts. Not promised for the future. Not reserved for the worthy. Not waiting for the strong. Poured out. The tragedy of the Christian life is not that God withholds love. It is that