PHILOKALIA MINISTRIES

When God Removes the Blinders Child, Do not say that you are choosing a new way. Say rather that God has judged false sight and restored true vision. There comes an hour when patience ceases to be virtue and becomes concealment. There comes an hour when endurance no longer heals but preserves a wound. God allows this only for a time. When the soul has learned what it must, He removes the blinders: not gently, but decisively. What has shaped your inner life was not accidental.

The Immeasurable Loss of a Life Abstracted from God “The greatest misfortune of a man is to live without God in his soul.” — St. Theophan the Recluse Life passes in the blink of an eye, and more often than not we are carried along by currents we did not choose. Much cannot be avoided. Much cannot be changed. And yet, in the midst of all this movement, the heart is easily drawn away from its one true labor: abiding in God. I do not regret the difficulties or demands that life

On the Angelic Hunger for Silence, Solitude, and an Undivided Heart Disciple: Abba, my heart has become restless among men. Even when I am loved, even when I serve, something in me remains unsatisfied. Silence calls to me with a force I cannot explain. Is this pride? Am I fleeing love? Arsenius: If it were pride, you would feel enlarged by it. If it were escape, you would feel relieved. Tell me, do you feel either? Disciple: No, Abba. I feel exposed. As though something withi

Reflection on Psalm 130 (Grail Translation) Out of the depths I cry to You O Lord. This has become the atmosphere in which my soul lives. Not in the clarity of certainty but in the shadowed place where my heart feels torn by realities I cannot easily name. I carry loves and loyalties in one hand and a longing that I barely know how to speak in the other. None of these things are simple and the strain settles deep within my chest. My inner state is often fraught with distracti