PHILOKALIA MINISTRIES

A Desert Word on the Tyranny of the Self Disciple Father I cannot pray because I am always watching myself. My thoughts my feelings my wounds my duties they all rise up and fill the space where God should be. St. Arsenius You are not praying. You are staring at yourself. Disciple But I am trying to be attentive. St. Arsenius You are attentive to dust. Disciple Is it not right to watch the heart. St. Arsenius Watch God and the heart will be shown. Watch the heart and God will

On the fear of hiddenness and the narrow path of belonging to God alone “Where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.” — Matthew 6:21 There is a way the soul can suffer that never reaches God. It feels like pain, but it is actually self-circling . Every wound, every loneliness, every disappointment becomes a mirror. Instead of crying out to the Lord, the heart cries out to its own story. Thoughts return again and again to the injury, not to be healed, but to be nurs