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The Sin We Do Not Confess
On Forgetting God and the Quiet Death of the Soul “Obliviousness to God is the greatest and most treacherous passion.” — Archimandrite Zacharias Zacharou, Prayer as Infinite Creation There is something in these words that does not allow us to remain intact. We prefer to think of sin as something visible, measurable, and socially recognizable. Something we can point to, confess, explain, and move on from. We want a manageable spirituality. A moral framework that allows us to r
Father Charbel Abernethy
Mar 213 min read
Learning to Wait for Wings
How the Mind Is Healed Without Being Spoiled Synopsis of Tonight’s Group on The Ascetical Homilies of St. Isaac the Syrian Homily 6 paragraphs 21-23 St. Isaac the Syrian is ruthless here because he is protecting us from despair on one side and fantasy on the other. Most of us live precisely in the state he describes. We have repented. We have turned away from obvious sins. We pray. We read. We fast. And yet our prayer feels crowded. Memories intrude. Images multiply. The hear
Father Charbel Abernethy
Feb 42 min read
When the Heart Refuses to Be Silent
A Desert Word on the Tyranny of the Self Disciple Father I cannot pray because I am always watching myself. My thoughts my feelings my wounds my duties they all rise up and fill the space where God should be. St. Arsenius You are not praying. You are staring at yourself. Disciple But I am trying to be attentive. St. Arsenius You are attentive to dust. Disciple Is it not right to watch the heart. St. Arsenius Watch God and the heart will be shown. Watch the heart and God will
Father Charbel Abernethy
Feb 42 min read
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