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Even in Weariness I Praise You
O Lord my God, though I grow faint, I remember your goodness. My heart is tired, yet I will bless the Lord at all times, for your mercy has walked with me even through the dim hours. When my strength is thin as morning mist, you remain my rock and my portion forever. I thank you for the breath that rises in my chest, for the light that still breaks upon the horizon each day. The Lord is my shepherd, there is nothing I shall want, and though I wander in shadows, you lead me be
Father Charbel Abernethy
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Nothing Left but God: A Psalm in the Ruins of Trust
A Personal Reflection in the Shadow of Psalm 73 There are days when Psalm 73 feels like it was written for the soul that has grown tired from too many years of wrestling with God, with men, and with the hidden places of the heart. The psalmist begins with a truth he clings to almost defensively: Truly God is good to the pure of heart. Yet he immediately confesses the fracture beneath that affirmation. But as for me, my feet came near to stumbling. My steps had almost slipped
Father Charbel Abernethy
Nov 203 min read


Urban Asceticism: Finding the Desert Within - Chapter Six
Chapter Six: "The Ache Beneath the Ache" There is a deeper ache beneath the ache we usually name. At first it hides itself under the surface disturbances of life. Weariness. Uncertainty. The heaviness of daily labors. The confusion of living between two worlds. The loneliness of a vocation stretched thin. These are real, but they are not the deepest thing. They are only the surface where something far more primal presses upward, something ancient and wordless, a longing that
Father Charbel Abernethy
Nov 184 min read


A Dialogue in the Desert: On Loneliness and the Presence of God
(Inspired by Psalms 25–28, Grail translation, and the life of St. Paul the Hermit) ⸻ Disciple: Father Paul, I have come to you as one exiled within his own heart. The silence presses like a weight. The days seem to blur into one another, and I find myself asking, as the psalmist does, “Turn to me and have mercy, for I am lonely and poor.” St. Paul: My son, the loneliness you feel is not an enemy to be fled but a teacher sent by God. I too fled the cities, thinking I would e
Father Charbel Abernethy
Nov 113 min read
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