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City a Desert - Daily Reflections on The Philokalia
Isaiah the Solitary Volume One of the Philokalia 27. If some shameful thought is sown in your heart as you are sitting in your cell, watch out. Resist the evil, so that it does not gain control over you. Make every effort to call God to mind, for He is looking at you, and whatever you are thinking in your heart is plainly visible to Him. Say to your soul: 'If you are afraid of sinners like yourself seeing your sins, how much more should you be afraid of God who notes everythi
Father Charbel Abernethy
Feb 101 min read


Learning to Wait for Wings
How the Mind Is Healed Without Being Spoiled Synopsis of Tonight’s Group on The Ascetical Homilies of St. Isaac the Syrian Homily 6 paragraphs 21-23 St. Isaac the Syrian is ruthless here because he is protecting us from despair on one side and fantasy on the other. Most of us live precisely in the state he describes. We have repented. We have turned away from obvious sins. We pray. We read. We fast. And yet our prayer feels crowded. Memories intrude. Images multiply. The hear
Father Charbel Abernethy
Feb 42 min read


When the Heart Refuses to Be Silent
A Desert Word on the Tyranny of the Self Disciple Father I cannot pray because I am always watching myself. My thoughts my feelings my wounds my duties they all rise up and fill the space where God should be. St. Arsenius You are not praying. You are staring at yourself. Disciple But I am trying to be attentive. St. Arsenius You are attentive to dust. Disciple Is it not right to watch the heart. St. Arsenius Watch God and the heart will be shown. Watch the heart and God will
Father Charbel Abernethy
Feb 42 min read


Part I: St. Paul the Hermit - A Dialogue in the Desert on Psalm 69 and the Ascetical Heart of Christianity
The Seeker and St. Paul the Hermit The desert breathes with the slow rhythm of evening. St. Paul the Hermit sits at the entrance of his cave, the sand warm beneath his hands, the silence heavy and alive. The seeker approaches with hesitation, carrying a psalter worn thin with prayer. Seeker: Father, my soul cries out with the psalmist, “Save me, O God, for the waters have risen to my neck. I have sunk into the mud of the deep and there is no foothold.” This is how I feel when
Father Charbel Abernethy
Nov 19, 20255 min read
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