PHILOKALIA MINISTRIES

When God Destroys the Will That Survived Conversion “Not my will, but Yours, be done.” Luke 22:42 There comes a point in the Christian life when repentance is no longer about sin. It is about the will. Not the obvious will that chooses evil. That is the beginning. That is crude. That is visible. Even the world understands that struggle. But there is a deeper will that survives repentance. A hidden sovereignty. A silent insistence on remaining the center of one’s own existence

On the Cross of the Will and the Birth of True Freedom Obedience is not moral submission. It is crucifixion. But it is a crucifixion entered with Christ, not endured alone. The Fathers never spoke of obedience as mere discipline or good behavior. They spoke of it as a descent into death. To obey is to allow one’s will to be laid upon the wood of the Cross and to remain there long enough for God to act. When our frantic striving grows still, the mercy of God begins to move. Ar