PHILOKALIA MINISTRIES

When Silence Becomes the Most Honest Sermon There comes a moment, if grace is merciful and the heart finally yields, when a man sees that much of what he called ministry has been noise, and much of what he called service has been the ego dressed in liturgical fabric. He sees the delusion not in others but lodged in his own marrow. And in that moment he knows that the most loving thing he can do for the Church, for the world, for the souls entrusted to him, is to step back fro

The Desert Fathers and Modern Elders on Not Fleeing the Silence Silence is never neutral. The fathers knew this well. They understood that silence stretches out like a vast inner desert. When one first enters that desert, it feels like abandonment. It feels like being stripped of identity. The ego begins to panic because it has lost the mirrors it uses to reassure itself. The fathers called this first stage the temptation of isolation . Abba Moses said that when a monk enters

The soul does not grow by variety but by depth. One modern elder has said there is no need to read many books: the Scriptures, The Ladder, The Evergetinos, and the Ascetical Homilies of St. Isaac are sufficient.   These few, he said, contain the entire path: from the first trembling desire for repentance to the ineffable union of the heart with God.  It is not the abundance of reading that sanctifies a person, but the capacity to interiorize one word and let it descend into t