The Faith You Recite but Do Not Guard

What the catechist would say to a distracted age

“Take heed, brethren, and hold fast the traditions.”

— Cyril of Jerusalem

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You speak the Creed.

But do you tremble before what you say?

Cyril of Jerusalem stood before men and women preparing for baptism and did not flatter them. He did not assume they understood. He did not trust their enthusiasm.

He gave them the faith as one handing over fire.

Guard it.

Memorize it.

Do not write it down carelessly.

Do not speak it to those unprepared.

Do not alter a single word.

Because what you receive is not yours.

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And now you live in an age where everything is spoken, shared, commented on, and reshaped without fear.

You explain mysteries you have not entered.

You debate doctrines you have not suffered for.

You handle holy things as if they were ideas.

And you call this understanding.

Cyril would not call it understanding.

He would call it exposure.

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For him, the faith was not information.

It was initiation.

A man did not stand outside it and analyze it.

He entered it, slowly, with fasting, with exorcisms, with repentance, with tears.

Only then was the Symbol given.

Not to be discussed,

but to be guarded.

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You want clarity without purification.

You want theology without obedience.

You want to feel certain without being changed.

But Cyril would say:

You cannot hold the truth in an unguarded heart.

It will be distorted.

It will be reduced.

It will become something that serves you instead of something that judges you.

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He would tell you to become again a catechumen.

To stand outside, waiting.

To be instructed.

To be corrected.

To be stripped of presumption.

To learn again how to receive.

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Because the danger of your age is not ignorance.

It is familiarity.

You have heard everything.

You have access to everything.

And because of this, nothing pierces you.

The mysteries have become common.

And what is common is no longer feared.

And what is no longer feared is no longer loved.

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Cyril would speak harshly to you for this reason:

Not to condemn,

but to awaken.

Guard what you have been given.

Not outwardly only,

but inwardly.

Let the Creed descend from your lips into your heart.

Let it judge you.

Let it correct you.

Let it reshape what you think you know.

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Do not be quick to speak.

Be slow to receive.

Do not rush to teach.

Learn first to tremble.

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Because the faith is not preserved by argument.

It is preserved by those who fear God enough

not to reshape Him in their own image.

And if you would become such a man,

then begin again:

not as one who knows,

but as one who is being taught

how to stand

before the living God.